Shit never ever changes…
I always fall for this one particular type , your type, see I never break from the idea that a man who loves me shows me by his …words.. I’m a sucker for words…the I love you’s , the I think your beautiful(s) and shit I never fall for the show you types the ones who would die before dishonoring me the ones who would rather hustle a little harder than to see me struggle see I’ve given all of me to these niggas who aren’t worth an ounce of me , I’ve cried enough tears that I could swim in a pool full of my tears on a hot summer day and you damn right I’m justified to be jaded, and these niggas yep are hated because they fool me just too damn easily I believe that they want me no they just want my joy…God damn I hate when I have to say this but shit never changes….maybe because change starts with self…..
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today is a really suckish day…my ipod lost all its songs, im depressed, my period is about to come on( my line for the last 4 months but NEVER comes…and no im not with child) , i feel like my life is over(*dramatic crying*)….So my dumbass thought I found that silly thing called “love” again when I know damn well he using me and I am using him, I just need to face the fact that maybe love isnt gonna come my way for a minute, and maybe thats a good thing with my disfunctional ass. He is such an amazing guy and also such an amazing mess. Oh Oh Oh ! My father could croak tommorrow and I wouldnt give a fuck, my mother is turning into him…and hunny its me against the fucking world….till better days…
Life Update: Friday the 13th
Crazy how life takes its tolls…..Supposedly in love with one dude but fucking other niggas because Im certain he’s fucking other bitches….hmph…then potentials come along….then i see that their potential only last for like 5 minutes because their mask come off….its crazy how life takes its tolls…graduating in two years…have no clue what in the hell im bout to do with my life, frustrated…love-deprived…hey but i was always like that tho…its crazy how life takes its tolls….this is a mighty cold world.
No you may not have your cake & eat it too, you may not have the friendship & the relationship w. no title, you will not see another tear fall from your idiotic doing…Im moving on….
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